My mom never planned to become a photographer. In fact, she thought she’d be a writer. But sometime in her 40’s she took her first class at our local community college and caught the bug. Since then she has taken thousands of photos, shown in multiple galleries and filled our homes with her incredible work.
This past Saturday was the opening of what I would consider her greatest show. After years of avoiding taking photos of herself, she put together an entire collection of self-portraits entirely through shadow work.
Her opening comes at a bittersweet time considering her recent CJD diagnosis. Given the disease’s progressive nature, this will likely be her last show. I feel grateful that it is one that finally features herself.
Since most of you aren’t able to visit her work in person, I thought I would share a virtual gallery of her show. It feels extra fitting because this show is psychologically themed and we worked together to come up with all the titles over one hilarious phone call a few months ago.
So without further ado, here is my mom’s artist statement followed by show.
Ruth Raskin’s MY SHADOW SELF:
Carl Jung coined the term The Shadow Self in 1912. In psychology it refers to a person’s dark, repressed side—those parts of ourselves we don’t want to acknowledge much less reveal to other people. For my show, The Shadow Self is a way for me, a camera-shy photographer, to avoid more classic self-portraits while sharing something (but not too much) about myself. In this exhibit I invite the viewer to interpret what I am disclosing and what I am hiding in these dark, sometimes cryptic, sometimes lighthearted, photographs.
AVOIDANT
COUPLES THERAPY
COGNITIVE DISSONANCE
ACROPHOBIA
COGNITIVE DISTORTION
DEFENSE MECHANISM
BAGGAGE
BODY DYSMORPHIA
DELUSIONS
JOHARI WINDOW - KNOWN TO SELF
EXTERNALIZING THE PROBLEM
SELF ACTUALIZATION
JOHARI WINDOW - UNKNOWN TO OTHERS
JOHARI WINDOW - KNOWN TO OTHERS
JOHARI WINDOW - UNKNOWN TO SELF
PSYCHOSEXUAL STAGES OF DEVELOPMENT
THE HALO EFFECT
THE SUBCONSCIOUS
NIGHT TERRORS
WORD SOUP
GENERATIONAL TRAUMA
FRAGMENTED SENSE OF SELF
REALITY TESTING
VICTIM MENTALITY
STRUCTURAL OPRESSION
REPRESSED MEMORIES
RESISTANT TO TREATMENT
INNER CHILD
TRIANGULATION
TRANSFERENCE
RUPTURE
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I have always heard that when people are nearing the end of their life they never care about how much they worked. But I think that is different for artists. While I can’t control CJD, I can continue to spread my mother’s work and keep her unique point of view alive.
If you are interested in purchasing a print, you can contact The Mamaroneck Artist’s Guild.
And to view more of her work, you can check out her website.
xoxo,
Allison
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These pictures are amazing and the titles are hilarious! One can read as much or as little into the pictures as one might wish… I personally feel that there are multitudes contained in each picture: multitudes of Ruth Raskin the photographer and Ruth Raskin the subject. Where one ends and the other begins doesn’t matter: it’s all about the journey.
dear allison,
this is beautiful.
thank you for sharing!
i love this: "While I can’t control CJD, I can continue to spread my mother’s work and keep her unique point of view alive."
these photographs are incredible. i love them so much. much love to you and your mom and all.
love
myq